Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Why do you want to be me?

I don't get it after being up all night until 2 am this morning. There is a certain individual who has pretended to be a mother of an Angel.

I don't get it why? Why do you want to pretend your life is this way? I don't get the fun in pretending you lost a child.

I mean really, if you know knew the constant daily pain we suffer and struggle with. You would quickly change your mind. I'm guessing this is about attention and I'm sorry for you that you feel the need to find it in such a horrible way.

We trusted you, but to find out your stealing picture's of other people's angel's how horrible. You never once asked to take Ethan's pictures off my facebook page. That is my son and yes I chose to share him with the world.

But thinking I was safe with you viewing them and to find out your taking them and saving them to your computer is not ok. I don't even take my friends living children's pictures and save them without permission. To take an Angel's pictures to me is so far beyond that.

To hear from multiple resources that your lying about the death of a child who never existed makes my heart hurt.

I don't wish this pain on anyone in a million years, and to have a young teenager act as if her world has been turned upside down like ours is more than upsetting. Your old enough to know better and to continue with the lies, is nonsense.

If you could only see the hurt in my eyes and other families with Angel's and for one day walk in our shoes. I can assure you that you would hang up those shoes in a heartbeat.

This is no fame walk, or glory life. Sure my life has been blessed so much by Ethan but it didn't come easy at all. Its taken me a very long time to see the light at the end of the tunnel and at one point I was ready to give up on this life.

Please for your own sake as well as other's take a step back and see the hurt, pain, trust issues you have caused with all of us. I don't expect an apology from you at all, I just expect you to get help if you need it and leave us alone.


  1. It's uncalled for for anybody to fake being the parent of a child who has died. It's dispicable.

  2. I was reading this over at Celia's blog and Holly commented that she commented here on your blog. What happened? I can't believe what I was reading. I hope she has stopped!
    Would I know who she is? I am so sorry.

  3. Oh a whole lot has happend some teenager pretending for a very long time that she lost a daughter after she was born, adn come to find out it doesnt appear to be true. And googling her name comes up with all kinds of complaints of her taking other peoples pictures of their lost Angels.

    Her name is Lana Martinez well not her real name but the one she is using.

  4. well surprise surprise her blog is now gone

  5. The absurd part is they do it for attention, But I certainly don't get any extra attention since my daughter passed. In fact people avoid me now. I have never been so lonely in my life.